LoI work very hard and i am no longer gonna beat myself up for sometimes just being too exhausted to type an entry. This Blog is still a priority but i can't keephating myself everytime o miss posting. I do promise myself that i will post whenever i can and i am not feeling hella drained and drowsy. I don't ever want to lose sight of why i resurrected this blog. To give myself to vent and express myself creatively. That check i get is what motivates me to make my hobby that pays me a priority of sorts. Now if i could only come up with a workout routine i'd have my third hobby too. Definitely something i plan on working on. I also really want.to start up drawing again but truly haven't a clue as to where to begin. Plus i have an anxiety on what if i am not good enough. I want to be really good in the arts...it's a dream of mine. I want to enjoy creating and i want people to enjoy what i create. I really don't know otf i'll ever get to that point. I really just want to be the very beat at what i love..,but o honestly lacl the talent. I can admit that...even though it hurts. Okay poetry ad then posting time.
Why I Do What I Do
Never wanna go back.
To the place where all i knew was lack.
Ready for better days
Want to enjoy life in every possible way
Now that ihave been blessed.
I will no longer settle for less.
I deserve happiness and stability.
I wil pursueboth to the best of my ability.
Welp it sucked but it rhymed...ugh...i just wanna be talented. Used to think i was now i just don't anymore. Thanks for the reads.
Blessings, Chelle <3